I visited the ghats today. I am overwhelmed. More words tomorrow.
Varanasi Begins
Upon arrival before my feet hit the tarmac the heat of the city carries with it the smell of hot beeswax and honeysuckle, it wraps itself around my head and holds tight.
I’m entering an ancient place that is so frenzied and disorderly it should fall apart. I hold on to the side of the taxi expecting to see everything collapse at the next bend. It never does, and it hasn’t fallen apart for thousands of years, I must remember to keep my arrogance in check. The river will flow through this city long after I'm gone, and it does not care for my smallminded view of “the proper order” or what it means to finish or begin.
I record a video out the window with my phone for a few minutes, but my hands begin to sweat with excitement and 35-degree heat, the road is bumpy and unfamiliar, so I put it away, though I’m afraid of missing anything, or everything. I open my eyes wider attempting to take more in. My mind tries to set my visual memory stores to high definition, but short-term memory is blurry and unreliable. The dust from constant creation and destruction of the city gets in my eyes and mouth, even the dust here is sweet, yet it stings just the same. I am stared at by passersby, I’m the oddity that momentarily catches their eye, the strange anomaly in a sea of ordinary faces.
The driver has used his horn continually from the airport into the city, confidently foregoing indication or the use of side mirrors. The weaving of cars, motorbikes, rickshaws and tuk tuks blend with buses, trucks, carts and bicycles that all unite in a kind of raucous dance that I don’t know the steps to.
I am dropped off down short driveway past an old mansion formerly owned by the gardener’s father. I’m greeted by two friendly dogs that graciously guard the residency members from the angry monkey I still haven’t met. They make themselves comfortable in my studio as I unpack. The garden outside is being watered and small lizards patrol the tree trunks while squirrels survey the canopy. The horns continue their evening chorus. I think I’m gonna like it here.
Surveyor, PhD Show 2017
This exhibition attempts to elucidate through a process of travel, research and making, the way memory markers reveal or conceal themselves in differing circumstances, specifically discussing ideas of enigma, signature, place-naming, silence, absence and speech. By observing and referencing signs, signwriting, tombstones and monuments there is a repeated encounter of human interventions with and in landscape. Whilst I walk the tracks and paths towards these markers I am repeating the action of advancing and retreating from memory, I also perform a kind of pilgrimage/research interaction that reveals to me the complex and differing layers of memory that exist within the social spaces of Aotearoa New Zealand. These experiences of mine in the field, both physical and cerebral are then articulated into the art works that constitute the thesis of this practice led PhD.
A key aspect of the project involves the research and discussion of the uses of text in Aotearoa New Zealand and its continued presence in contemporary art. Within the parameters of this writing I pay particular attention to the usages of language that draw attention to the complexities of naming, recording and translating the texture of social memory in the public domain.
Research questions involve a questioning of the nature of historical monuments in relationship to the complexities of memory. Furthermore, as a nonindigenous landscape artist, who was born in Aotearoa, how does my artistic practice relate to modernist perceptions and traditions of landscape painting in New Zealand? How does the nature of travel and the use of photography relate to an ongoing studio practice?
Surveyor has become an exhibition that attempts to trouble oppositional structures of presence and absence, inscription and erasure. In this respect, the project engages with temporalities in which artworks explore death and memory. The difficulties of reading the underlying qualities of marked places. My practice explores the lingering effect that memory markers have on the witness. At the core of my work and its translations of the landscape exists a dis-stilling of time that paradoxically opens up toward the depth of an elsewhere. This ‘elsewhereness’ destabilises binary oppositions which presume to lock a fixed site to a fixed time.
HOW TO BURN DOWN THE HOUSE
Text by Emil McAvoy
The Reckless Pilgrim
Elliot Collins
Tim Melville Gallery
2 - 24 June 2017
Watch out, you might get what you're after
Cool, babies! Strange but not a stranger
I'm an ordinary guy
Burning down the house
Hold tight, wait till the party's over
Hold tight, we're in for nasty weather
There has got to be a way
Burning down the house
Here's your ticket, pack your bag
Time for jumpin' overboard
The transportation is here
Close enough but not too far
Maybe you know where you are
Fightin' fire with fire
- Talking Heads, Burning Down the House
Sometimes you just need to burn it down and leave town. Get on the road and go looking for yourself.
At least until the dust settles.
Contemporary pilgrimages also provide passage through inner landscapes. A chance to remember
and forget. They offer rituals connecting the mythical journeys of the ancients to the urgencies of the
present. Bridging the seen and unseen, they sustain the symbolic pursuit of authenticity. Art as an
experience.
Artist Elliot Collins makes broad, contemplative pilgrimages in his own country, roaming widely and
finding moments of significance in abundance. If there is a recklessness in this activity, it is perhaps
found in a commitment to the poetics of indeterminate wandering. As Collins suggests, it is “a journey,
not the journey.” If it were the journey it would likely constitute tourism, or enacting someone else’s
concept of travel.
Pilgrimages offer interventions in the often slow, predictable progression of our everyday lives: a
break from ordinary work, routine and the linear experience of time. Artists’ often unconventional ways
of seeing things make them fitting candidates to embark on pilgrimages to places of significance; to
re-imagine such sites and the expeditions to visit them, to explore the fringes of the world and
alternative ways of being in it. From the wanderings of the nineteenth century flâneur to the
Situationists’ psycho-geographical dérive, artists have long made movements more focussed on the
journey than the destination. In some ways pilgrimages can be likened to art-making: as excursions in
to the unknown, where intuition, intellect and improvisation can act as navigational skills within
uncharted territories. Of course, you don’t have to set fire to anything before you embark, but it may
catalyse and hasten your departure.
Collins’ exhibition title references Surrealist René Magritte’s painting The Reckless Sleeper (1928),
and though on the surface the association appears loose or opaque, Magritte’s sleeping figure and
the apparent content of his dreams provide a range of interpretive links. Signs of conventional social
expectations embodied in the bowler hat and ribbon are contrasted with more ambiguous and
historically loaded symbols, such as the lit candle, mirror, apple and bird. The symbols are grouped
together without hierarchy on what appears to be a stylised gravestone. Magritte may be suggesting it
is the sleeper’s dreams which might prove reckless, or simply the act of dreaming itself.
The automobile is a loaded symbol of, among other concepts, dreams of social mobility, freedom and
escape. Collins’ S/Z (2017), a customised 1986 Toyota Hilux truck, appears centre stage in this
exhibition as both a vehicle for creative pilgrimages and an art object in its own right. Riffing on the
license plate (which begins with ‘SZ’) and semiologist Roland Barthes’ text S/Z, Collins’ numerous
alterations transform this vehicle-as-found-object in to a rich semiotic container for potential meaning.
The exterior of Collins’ well-worn truck is augmented with Dark Night (2017), a handmade stainedglass
rear window, and a poem painted on the wooden deck. The stained-glass window of Dark Night
is reminiscent of an abstracted McCahon landscape, and shapes the quality and colour of light which
surrounds and passes through it. The painted poem was written by Collins on the road. Its glowing
yellow text set on the wooden deck reminds me of McCahon’s reference to the ‘Hairdresser and
Tobacconist’ typography he saw painted on the glass of a shop window in his travels, alongside Ian
Scott’s eponymous, somewhat ironic piece from 1988.
Inside the truck’s cab, a video work, Bodies of Water (passed under, over, through and around),
2014-17 (2017), loops on an iPhone lying on the passenger seat, alongside The Company of
Travellers (2017), a collection of kowhai seeds that fills the centre console. Bodies of Water was
compiled from five years of footage, and explores his personal voyages in relation to histories and
mythologies of water, which, like the artist, are always moving somewhere else. Collins’ kowhai seeds
offer another container for meaning: the kernel of an idea, and the real dispersal of living memory
gathered on the move.
The poetically augmented truck finds a parallel in gathered close in silence (2017), a suite of digital
photographs and monochromes of stained-glass set in black frames which are butted together, akin to
the thick lead filament of a stained-glass window composition. The photographs record fragments of
the truck and are overlaid with lines of Collins’ poetry, their yellow letters reminiscent of cinematic
titles, internet memes (the work was first released sequentially on Instagram), and painted yellow road
markings.
The artist’s self-titled word paintings draw on diverse influences and conflate a range of styles and
citations. They are rendered in oil on linen, drawing on the history and gravitas of Western traditions.
However, their underpainting in ‘pop’ colours such as pale pink, red, cadmium yellow, lilac, and sky
blue complicates their apparent seriousness, and problematize conventional readings of the texts
which appear on their surface. They engage rhetorical and literary strategies which open a range of
associations, questions and mental images. In a nod to the pithy one-liners of Ed Ruscha’s cool
conceptualism, Collins’ paintings appear at once sincere, ironic, neither and both. HOW TO BURN
DOWN THE HOUSE (2017) appears as a rhetorical question, a statement and a set of instructions.
Similarly, HOW TO MAKE HISTORY (2017) can be seen to reflect on painting’s historical role as a
cultural artefact, alongside artists’ attempts to enter art history. Fittingly, their Obelisk font, designed
by Alistair McCready, is used in gravestones and memorials. In counterpoint, the accompaniment of
Collins’ feathery, gestural brush strokes in bright pigments appear to negate these lofty and potentially
solemn concerns in a light-hearted way. This tension between surface and depth, humour and
pensiveness underpin his practice. There are moments which are seriously funny.
Collins clearly enjoys pushing painting around. The colourful markings in these works may evoke
numerous references, from the animated strokes of the Post-Impressionists, the chunky viscosity of
Abstract Expressionism, to the more self-referential, cerebral strokes of Robert Ryman. In the context
of travel, Collins’ paintings may also suggest dappled light glimpsed through the trees, caught in
peripheral vision while travelling at speed down a rural road, echoed in the words HOW FLEETING IS
OUR TIME IN THE SUN.
The Horizon Paintings are constructed from Collins’ repurposed canvas drop sheets, complete with
aberrations and previous paint marks visible on their unpainted sides. In a range of domestic interior
paint colours, they trace the ever-receding horizon as experienced on this travels through New
Zealand. Collins’ horizon lines are perfectly straight and display a visual congruence with his earlier
VTS Paintings (Very Tranquil Sea). The combination of the two distinct tones evoke a third unseen
colour in the humming space between; akin to the horizon, ever-present yet always somewhere else.
Collectively, The Reckless Pilgrim charts the artist’s inner and outer journeys of significance,
materialising their lasting memories, impacts and influences. Yet Collins is aware that to observe is
also to affect the object of one’s observation. Collins’ travels intervene in the landscape he traverses,
records and to which he responds, leaving both forever altered.
Church, Pakanae, Hokianga, 2016
The afternoon light shifts low on the horizon in Pakanae outside of Opononi. In the distance a church rests on a tranquil hilly clearing. I wondered if it might be open. Many in Northland are, perhaps as refuge for the wandering pilgrim or parishioner. I also wonder who mows the grass so regularly in these out of the way places. There is no sign of lawnmower or grounds keeping tools as if this place is preserved in a perpetual frozen state of upkeep. I have no reason to think otherwise.
Deciding to alter my route and revise time, I turn off the main highway and the car grumbles down a gravel road, juddered by the combination of rain runoff, stones and loose dirt. The road narrows. Up ahead is a farm gate across the driveway the veers upward to the right towards the church.
Stepping out the driver’s side door I fall into a shallow ditch, boggy with moss and mud. Blackberry vines grow wild here and though not yet in fruit small green shoots are wandering over grass and stumps, overwhelming surrounding vegetation as it flourishes.
Taking in the surroundings distracts me long enough to allow my t-shirt to catch on the thorns and I am scratched by my absent-minded movement, leaving sharp, red marks that darken as they dry across my bare legs. Small incisions creating blood shed, an action recorded on skin.
The stillness of the gravel road is confirmed by the wooded hills that close in on the valley. The dense bush beyond the narrow pastureland swallows up remaining echoes of the car engine. Before getting to the gate a large copper coloured pheasant leaps, screaming from the undergrowth and flies away into denser bush. As the bird scurries away I hear my rapid heartbeat thrown into action by reactions beyond my control. I hadn’t noticed the bird cowering and still and I wonder what else goes unseen in the quiet places of the world.
The gate has a handwritten note attached to the top bar. A white, rounded-square ice-cream container lid reminds visitors to ‘keep the gate shut’ I look up to church in sursum coda, an action of reverence. Looking up is supposed to release chemicals in your brain that make you feel happy. There is a moment of the unknown and unknowing that I decide is to be ruptured on this occasion; there will be others that don’t have the same response.
I breath in and the church with its ochre-red roof and white weatherboard exterior settles in its clearing. Religious buildings will always be at odds with their environments. Its presence is that of being purposefully in, but not of the world with its iconic form reiterating its sacred position as a place of worship in the minds of believers.
The church sits here to interrupt a vision of the ordinary landscape and, with the help of the spire, sans bell, points to the sky, which draws my eyes involuntarily to the heavens.
What I'm Doing At University
For more than two years I have researching and monumentalising certain memorials, sites, objects and place because they are not ordinary or everyday. They are set apart. They contain some kind of special occasion to them. Or they contain some kind of distinct sentiment. They exist in places or are places to go to, to remember things, either very recent or deeply historical things. The march of time will see that everything becomes distant eventually. They are reminders of things related to you, a close family member like a mother or father or someone you’ve never met some ancient relative that shares your DNA. They are often outside of a direct line of connection like ancestry. They may simply hold a place in your awareness that brings you a deep feeling of connection.
They are also places that stand in our place when we are too busy, distracted or consumed by working or making love or putting out the rubbish that we don’t remember everyday, all the time, the things we know are important. The things if we took a moment, if we had the time, would bring us back to a very specific moment. I can be brought to tears or laughter on any given day.
They are built or erected through hard work or ritual, by a community or an individual. Whatever and who ever made the memorial, they are also there, even if I am not the audience, assembly, family or person that the memory marker is made for, they still say, often silently and on the wind, “remember”. These sites and traces of memory are also quietening grounds; they are locations where calm descends. For no other reason than that they are set apart from your everyday life and that the writing, there is often an inscription, requires something of you.
And so when we come back to these monumental objects, artworks or buildings we are once again confronted by memory. I would not take the liberty to describe which memory or how this memory is played out. The artist’s job is not to tell people how to feel but just to feel, not how to remember but just to remember. These memorials also tell us that it is ok to forget a little bit. To lose track of the date and time of the event. That I might feel like the world is a fluid, transient medium through which I am propelled is counteracted when I observe a monumental object. It very materials, often made of stronger stuff than myself reminds me that life might actually be quite solid at least the physical world which, for 99.9% of the time before my death, I occupy. Because someone, or a group of people, has recorded important details it is acceptable for them to get a little bit fuzzy in our memories.
What I am not going to do during this research is try and explain to you why people have recorded and memorialised certain things over other things. The only meagre offering I have to come to terms with why some memorials and not others is that memory is often emotional. Seldom is a memory clinical and removed from the person or peoples marking it in memoriam.
Group Show, August 2016
From Tourist To Pilgrim, Tim Melville Gallery, 2-27 August 2016
Through our eyes, the universe is perceiving itself. Through our ears, the universe is listening to its harmonies. We are the witnesses through which the universe becomes conscious of its glory, of its magnificence.
- Alan Watts
This exhibition contemplates the ideas of time, navigation and the self, in relation to the endless multitudes on earth that crave connection.
The works in the show address the way the artist is attempting to depart from being a tourist and positioning himself towards the way of the pilgrim. Through his use of poetry, silence and stillness the artist highlights the presence and absence of objects, people and other living things in the physical world.
The paintings are based on drawings and memories of passing through spaces as they pass through you, both, changing as a result. The colour and brushwork is a representation of the energy that is contained within everything. The reciprocal nature of listening during the many sojourns that the artist often undertakes has produced works from the privileged position of the manuhiri (guest), and the special responsibility that that entails. The paintings and photographs as well as the brief texts, made out of wood, paper and metal reference a reverence for our natural and built environment as well as the way we communicate with each other.
The show invites the viewer to join the artist, if only for a moment, to pause and reflect, with appreciation, on a world that yearns to be witnessed.
Māori New Year
Click the link below to read my thoughts on Puanga, Māori New Year at Parihaka
http://www.designassembly.org.nz/articles/puanga-2016-artistdesigner-pilgrim